i hate to cry because of you

you hurt my feelings so much.
i hate how much control you have over me.
i hate the fact that your over me, when all i can do is think about you.
i feel like i never meant shit to you.
you were only sad for a week.
one fucking week for two years of dating....
god i just want you to care.
you rather hang out with anybody BUT me.
you only hang out with me because you feel bad for making me miserable.
who the fuck are you?
i hate who you have become.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.

i promised myself id never get one.

i cant believe i have a blog.
truthfully i think their really pointless,
but i have alot of thoughts to say and not one to tell them too.
i might as well say them here.