Tuesday, April 28, 2009

show me what im looking for

just wish you could be mine again.
not this guy you've become.
and not the guy you used to be.
but your happier without me....
so i should just be happy your happy.
even though i wish with all my heart you were as miserable
and confussed as i am right now.
i havnt cried this freely in a long time.
it feels good just to let it go, let it fall without me holding it back.

i wish you werent so damn perfect.
i wish you could just tell me that you wish i was there.
i cant beleive that im just gone in your life.
ive known this for a month or more...
and i still wont beleive it.
this is proably the worst ive felt in a long time.

youve gotten taller...
and your voice has gotten deeper...
and your attitude has became cooler....
you turned into everything i was glad you werent.
a guy with no fucking substance.
you also drink way to damn much.
asshole. why did you have to change...
and even after you changed why cant i get over you?

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